Hey hey hey.
I'm so extremely happy today. I don't know why. Maybe because of Januari 9, 2010. Tehe :D guess if you know. I enjoyed my school day. I don't feel sleepy in class. I don't know why. I saw everybody is yawning at the 8 and 9 period. But not me.

hey YOU, I miss both of you!
I am thinking of you both. okay :)

I'm in LOVE with AAR! W00t!

*I'm retarded.

Till then.

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Hai, this is Amalia Syakirah. This might be my last blog post.

If you don't see me in school tomorrow morning, come to my funeral on the afternoon.


*I'm give up doing my add math. God Help me.
I'm sorry.

Till then

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Yesterday was Majlis Aprisiasi Puan Tan. Was held at Prime City. Everything was superb. The best night ever! harhar :D

On Monday, Joyce and Jin Yee came to my class. The ask me to play guitar on yesterday night. I accept it. So Joyce give me the chords, 2 days before the show I was give-up to play those songs cause the chords unfamiliar to me. But Jamie and Joyce says you can do it. So finally I did! haha.

So we (me, jamie, joan, evadne, joyce and qiao wen plus miss low) was the first group to perform. I was trembling like a leaves. But everything went well. Well I met somebody there. hehe. I know him from myspace. He is Syahirah's friend.

I recognize him actually. He smile then I smile then he smile then I smile. heee. I go and set up my place at pentas after that I go back to the place where I sit. Then his friend ask me "Ada apa ni?" I say "Majlis Persaraan pengetua" his friend, " Oh, Amalia eh?" I say, "Yup!" Then he shows me a very big and frank smile. OMG! We talk talk and talk until the time for us to perform.

Then masa nak balik, time packing my things, he ask me to play a song. I said, " Haa, kite ase upload kat facebook, kat youtube pun ade." he asked, "Apa tajuknye?" I reply" Nanti kite bagi link". heee :) Only god knows how was my feeling that time and today, I can't stop smilling. YOU, thank you very much. You know who you are. hee :)

I am extremely happy today.
Thank you God.

so till then

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Today is just fine. Just like what I wish. P-E-R-F-E-C-T. So today, I wake up 10 minutes before the time I should be awake. First day of school always like that. Harhar. Okey Okey. So I arrived at school today around 6:50am and guess what, the school was so dark. I'm a bit afraid but it's okay maybe I came to school too early. I'm WRONG! Syahirah Mahadi who is never came early to school is waiting for me! Hahaha. So we walk together to Dewan and as usual gosssiping.

In Dewan, talking with Lina (the senior) and wait for my bffe. I'm so missing them like so bad. Talk Talk Talk, 7:20am! Assembly. I'm Pengawas dalam percubaan so this is my first time and I feel awkward. I just go to the back and keep my eyes on the students. The National Anthem was sang very slow. The minus one even louder than 300++ morning sessions students. Puan Tan speech was damn long. Thank god I was siting on the bench.

We sit at Dewan for almost whole day. After recess, Cik Fazreena stream us. I'm in Science 2 class along with Nadhirah, Syahira, Nisa, Aemin, Siva and my ex-2(2) friends and couple of ex-3(1) students. Its a new environment for me. You know, I'm in science class now. The decision that I made last week will determine what my future going to be. Its not Form 3 anymore, which I always main-main, copying friends homework (not all the time, I'm not that bad) and etc. Amalia, what you do know is what your future going to be.

Well, that's for today.
I'm so excited and I don't know why. It kinda ruin my blog mood cause when I'm so excited I can't write. heee :)

and I can't stop smiling tooo.

Syahira, Congracts! You're our Ketua now. Do your job frankly. If you don't you wouldn't enjoy the job.

*sorry my english S-U-C-K.

till then.

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2009 is going to be end like TODAY. So many things happened to me. Great, Bad, Sad.

January
The begun full of scared. You know why. Well Morning Session kan. Kinda hard to wake up early in the morning but I can make it. Ma always woke me up at 5:30 am. 6:30 am sharp went to school. 7 am arrived at school. Gossiping with friends. We usually didn't gossip about boys. We talks about facts, science or COPYING friends homework. Sharing and caring is our way of life.

I hate January. Second week of school, SPORTS PRACTICE! I used to hate sport until I met someone. Who? I will tell you in March. I always skip sports practice. I didn't join Cross Country which make me feel bad cause I never did this before. I used to force myself to do things cause I don't want to be blame. Plus, this year I didn't wear tudung in any school activity except for Saturday Co-Curriculum. That a must.

New teachers, new class, new friends and new book! At first I thought it going to be hard for me to going through life as a Form 3 girl. PMR. School is okay in January. I got very new friend, Nurun Nadhirah. We close till now.


February
February february. Sports Day! Like I said before I didn't join Cross Country and I hate running! My favorite sport all the time will be Rejam Lembing, Lontar Peluru and Lempar Cakera. I'm in but just number 4. My reputation a bit down cause I didn't take sports seriously. Skipped sports. Number 4 just okay for me. At least there is something for my sports house.

In February I start my tuition at Condusif Tuition Centre. I met the best tuition friends ever. Selvin, Mie and Navin. Not to forget Fadzillah. First we are so shy to talk. Biasalah kan. I know Mie first. She's so sweet. She taught me Math. I know Selvin and Navin after Syahira join tuition. I don't know that they were friend before. We were close after that till now. They are somebody I can count on.

I join Interact Club Friendship Day. I'm in love with that club. So I went their first meeting and I was chosen to be Vice SAA. Its a good starting. I'm so so in love with that club. Just that club and I'm not looking for other club.

March
IU DAY! I am so excited about IU Day. The very first time I went to IU Day. So I met this guy. I was speechless when I met him. Should I tell you the name? No. Okay okay. We only talk about 2-3 words. Well its okay for me then. Syahira knows who is he. tehee. After IU Day, I try to search him on facebook. I finally found him and send a friend request to him. He approved! I'm Happy and excited to know him. Well as a friend okay not more than that. Swear!

He always remind me to do exercise. You know right I kinda hate sport. So with his help, I'm a bit in love with sports.

April
April April April Fool! Nothing much going on April. Syahira is in relationship with Mr. S. Their relationship end up after PMR. Its a long story and I'm not so not going to tell you.

May
Mid- term exam! Who likes exam right?
I study hard. I did my best. Month of hate and sad. I cry a lot this month. The exchange of Assistant Monitor. My form teacher choose me to replace my ex-assistant monitor because of something. At first I refuse the job but all form 3 teachers was putting a hope on me to be the Assistant Monitor. So I take that job. Some of my chinesse friends unsatisfied with me. They talk bad behind me but I don't care cause What goes around comes around. I just let them be.

June
Public Speaking! Muahahaha. Everybody in school knows me because of public speaking. The title of my Public Speaking was "Boyfriends". At first my english teacher reject it cause it akan menyebabkan salah faham. I'm not give up. I met Puan Tan, my principal by myself. I gave her the paper and she says she will think about it. After two weeks, she said I can do that topic for Public Speaking. I'm so happy. On the day I was chosen by Puan Tan to speak up, my stomach full with butterflies. I don't even remember some words. BUT Its okay. I made them laugh. The most exciting Public Speaking ever. tehee.

Thank you Puan Tan!

July
What happened in July? I don't remember what happen on July.
We made ourselves busy with Kerja Kursus. I think. Kerja Kursus killing us. Nobody likes to do Kerja Kursus. But when it finish you feel very very free! Preparation for Installation on August.

August
Installation and My birthday! Installation gone well! We sang The Climb song and The Best in Me. I cried when we sang The Climb song. Nobody notice but Mie did. So I'm Officially Vice SAA!
Studying very hard for trial exam.

September
Trial Exam. After studying very hard. The result agak memberangsangkan and I have to study more harder for PMR. At this time, Mie and Syahira help me a lot on math. Ng Boh Yee too. In class, she is the longest partner I ever had. Teacher didn't change our place. I feel more comfortable sitting beside her than sitting with other friends. She help in manage everything like passing up book, collect money (she is class treasurer btw) and etc.

Boh Yee, thank you very much! Just keep those secret we share okay.

October
Month of Eid and PMR EXAM! I didn't enjoy my Eid just because of PMR Exam. Don't get much money cause we didn't visit people house. Its okay cause every year we will celebrate Eid but PMR ONCE IN A LIFE TIME! I was a moth full of struggle. I didn't my best in PMR. I pray to god every day.

After PMR, everybody broke school rules. Some bring blackjack, Uno and etc. Well I'm a good girl who never broke school rules. I just see them playing those game. Sometimes I played too. Take pictures? That a must. A lot of picture be taken. I will be the best memories of 2009 school time.

November
Freedom! PMR end. We have so much thing to do in this month. Sharing day, Perpisahan Tingkatan 5, Anugerah Cemerlang and Puan Tan Ceremony. I involved! I play guitar for Instrumental Performance with 3(2) students. I'm excited about this performance. The show gone well too. Many students said the performance was superb. Even Puan Tan and all the teachers get shocked saw me playing guitar. The never knew that I can play guitar that well.
Form 3 dicutikan awal, who not happy kan? So first week of school holiday I went to Pasir Gudang. Cousin house. I went there twice on that month. First I'm alone and the second time with sister.

December
Still holiday, I'm starting to miss school. PMR results out in this month. Everybody is worrying about their results. Thank god I got a very good results.

Family vacation is so exciting. The last of family gathering was in year 2001. We havin so much fun. Everybody in the family enjoy the vacation.

And today 31 of December 2009. I'm writting the very last post for this year. The conclusion is life full with happiness and sadness. Enjoy your live while you can. Explore the world. Appriciate what was be given or will be give by god. Life is unpredictable.


2010 Resolution:

1. I want to be slim! Help me guys.
2. My english need to be fix.
3. Study very hard to achieve my goal.
4. Boyfriend? Naah.


Happy 2010!

*I will upload picture of vacation soon.

So till then.

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I'm Sorry...

For all the mean things I might have said.

I'm Sorry... For all the things I did or didn't do.

I'm Sorry... If I ever ignored you.

I'm Sorry... If I ever made you feel bad or put you down.

I'm Sorry... If I ever thought I was bigger or better than you.

I Love You... I'll always be here for you.

I am Sorry... For everything wrong I've ever done.

I'm writing this because what if tomorrow never comes?

What if you never get to say good-bye or give a BIG hug
to the people you care about?

What if you never get to say I'm sorry or I
love you?


* Because what if tomorrow never comes?

I LOVE YOU!


A friend of mine forward this email to me. I should post it.

till then.

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Last Christmas I went to Penang. Family vacation and family gathering. But we are o sad cause Cik Ude Jimmy can't join us. So Cik Azmi who is Ayah Ziz's brother join us. So I will tell you from A-Z how is the vacation going.

On Christmas Eve, Ucu slept at our house cause Ma said we will convoy. So we woke at 3 am. Its so early. I'm sleepy and I'm willing to sleep again but Bibik said "Kak bangun mandi" Before I get shower I on my laptop and streamyx of course to Google Map our hotel at Perai. I'm a bit bummer about the hotel. Okay I won't tell you why. So we depart at 4 o'clock. My sis and I naik Myvi drove by Ucu. While Ayah, Nenek, Atuk and Bibik naik Trajet drove by Ma. 8 hours of journey is so not okay for me. My butt so uncomfortable. Everybody is sleeping in car. What do you expects us to do? I pity Ucu cause he have to drive alone. About 6:45 am we arrived at Jejantas Ayer Keroh. Breakfast. Performs Subuh and continue our journey. Sleep again.

At 12 pm something, we arrived at R&R Bkt. Semanggol. Lunch and continue our journey. We arrived at Perai about 3 pm something. Check-in hotel. Anif was our photographer on that vacation. So Its PICTURES TIME! I still didn't get the photos from Anif. But I have mine. So little, the reason why I didn't take photos using my camera is because I'm too shy to take people photos. But Raiha taught me a lot of how to take a photos. Btw, I'm jealous with Anif cause his camera is DSLR! We take a rest. Then 4 o'clock, BATU FERINGGHI! Tragic accident happen to me at Batu Feringghi.

Well my mission to find hot guy still going on. Sadly there is so hot guy there. There is but not Malaysian. Mission failed for the first time. So we had dinner there. They said the dinner was superb. I lost my appetite so I didn't eat dinner. After dinner, Ayah Ziz gave us 1 hour to jalan- jalan at Batu Feringghi. I took a lot of pictures here, very nice one. I already upload it on my flickr and facebook. After 1 hour of jalan- jalan. Me, Raiha, Atuk and Nenek pergi tunggu kat kereta. Guess what? I fell down. I don't know why. Maybe because I was too tired. Raiha was shocked. Atuk help me up. Raiha blame the Arabian cause he terkejut kan I on that time. So my right leg terseliuh, terrible one. I cannot walk. Hard to walk. I feel like crying.

Then the next day, Ma bring me to Gleneagles Medical Centre for check-up and Ayah done his dialysis there. Did X-RAY and thank god no fractured. It is a 5 stars Medical Centre but Ma unsatisfied with their cashiers. I don't want to tell you. While waiting for Ayah to finish his 4 hour dialysis, Ma bought us makan. We thought nak makan kat Nasi Kandar Line Clear but FULL. Finally we makan at Peringin Mall. Okay la. Nothing to be complain cause we superb hungry!
Ma wants to jalan- jalan in the Peringin Mall. So we did. I cannot walk fast. So bibik teman me jalan at the back. I love you bibik. Raiha and Bibik help me a lot when I'm handicap for a while.

4:30 PM, Ayah finished dialysis. So we went to Padang Kota. At Padang Kota we eat Pasembur, Sotong Kangkung, Sotong bakar, Kerang rebus and Laksa Penang. I will miss those food. After eating, take Ferry to Perai and straight to Ipoh. Atuk and Nenek wasn't with us. They with Ucu visit their besan ( i dont know what it called in english). So at Ipoh we tak jalan- jalan sangat. SO KL is the next destination!

At KL, SOGO. Nothing much there. We bought our school things at KL. I don't know what to buy for next year. So I just take whatever I want.

We arrived Kluang about 9:30pm. Superb exhausted but yet we still can smile and laugh. We hoping for another family vacation just like this. Photos will upload soon. Flickr Error.

so till then.

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You know what! I'm so happy today. I just get my result. I finally finally finally archive my target!
My PMR results is so good and I feel like "betul ke?"

So this morning, I wake superb early, 6:30 am. Ma kejut me. Went breakfast with Ma and Ayah. Then Ma sent Ayah. I follow Ayah cause Ma ask me to go to school from Ayah's office. About 8:45 am I walk from Office to Syahirah's house about 10 minutes I arrived. I thought only Syahirah waiting for me but Najwa also. So we go to school together, walking. I really fine with walking cause dah selalu walking balik sekolah pergi rumah Fateh then from rumah Fateh pergi tuition. I miss walking! Anyway when we sampai sekolah, everybody look excited. Not everybody actually, ade yang emo. Haha.

I am trembling like a leaf that time, I feel like wanna cry and I cry la but tak nampak sangat. Then about 10: 15 am, emcee ask us to line up. I'm friggin scared, nervous. My hand was shaking. Wait wait. Before we line up, Puan Mahizan talking about this and that which make me feel more bad. Then Cik Fazreena like says to us (Me and Syahira Nadia) "Don't worry" I'm a bit okay. Then I was the first person take the results. Sign and teacher gave me results. 5A3B! I was like betul ke ni? Then I go behind, Nisa's mother ask me "Amalia dapat berapa A?" I tunjuk her my slip then she HUG ME!! So motherhood. I know Ma will never do that. I crying like a baby. I call ayah, here's the conversation.

Me: Ayah, kakak dah dapat result.

Ayah: Berapa?

Me: Kakak tak dapat penuh.

Ayah: Dapat berapa?

Me: 5A3B. Sorry eh kakak tak dapat penuh.

Ayah: Oklah itu je yang kakak mampu buat.

Me: Sorry tau.

Ayah: Okay.

Me: Okay eh, bye.

Then I text Ibu and Maklong. They says congracts too. Well thank you!

Hai, Thank you for the congracts wish. YOU know who you are kan? Thank you very much.



Me and Syahira, we both get 5A's Nadia and Nadhirah they get 6A's. BFFE.
I miss you guys.

Thank you for those who teach me. I really appriciate it. So SPM, I'm coming.

till then

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You know results is coming out like TOMORROW!

I am so not ready for tomorrow.
I'm emo right now.


Wish me luck.

till then

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